i was thinking in my head 2day:"hope i can score e highest 4 summary sia!! pls!!" -.- although i kindof knew it was impossible 4 this tym's summary la..of cos its not tt i wanted to top e class..but i really really wanted n liked e dolphin keychain tt mrs oehlers was gona give out to e top scorer..=((( so,my hopes of getting e dolphin were dashed.really,frm my view it looked dam nice sia.haiz..so no dolphin 4 me..+(( mrs oehlers raised my hopes before giving it away when she said:"its a girl!(e top scorer)" lol.haiz.......................-.-

my father jus scolded me for slping so long.i slept at 9.30 to 11.i mean at nite.ahh..hu cares..im alr feeling so horrible inside though i dint show it here he is nagging at me..i jus kept silent without saying anything.jus let him say n say all he wants..i feel lyk an idiot..for screwing up my spa..n its 4 olvl sumre.actually i knew how to do but jus used e wrong method cos kinda misunderstand e qn.i asked rohaya n she said its wrong..inappropriate method..so guess die le la.n its olvl lor..haiz!! i wonder wads wrong wif me at tt tym..i want to tell my mum i think i did badly 4 e spa.but i decided not to.cos 4 quite a period of tym i hav been jus bringing back bad news abt my tests n this n tt lo.so if i said abt e spa it would jus add on to e disappointment..hopefully wait untill got gd news then tell ba..

i'll make this fast cos no tym alr wed still got 3 more tests..=( todays listening was abit tough..my mum bought e mini cornetto icecream which was super yummy..! inside dere r 12 n i ate i tink abt 7.lol.i realised recently tt i have so much white hair!!! =((( in e past i still thought tt i dint have a single strand.really not kiding i was oso super shocked when i knew sia..=( thank gdness lyn saw n help mi pluck-.- n dear lyn enjoyed pulling so much tt when i told her to stop she kept wanting to pull out more-.--.- think its bcos i worry n think too much ba=( i oso noe clearly tt i cant handle so much stress frm e sch wk sia..3 tests on 1 dae..?!! think im oso too sensitive ba..sumtyms when ppl make comments abt me i tend to take it too hard thus making myself upset though i dun usually show it..hmmph.its sumtyms tt i cant really control either

todays ice cream was really yummy.lol..i ate alot..haha i noe im v greedy lol.cos at tt tym i was super hungry as i dint take mi lunch oso..i dont noe y i sudd 4got what kind of tense shld i use 4 my compo..its kinda embarrassing la.cos have been doing compo 4 so many yrs den sudd got mixed up..haiz im jus practising maths or reading sci jus simply 4 e sake of it.its definitely not lyk im interested in em..=/ tmr gg sg poly..tink will be quite fun ba.at least hope so.recently,i kindof dun wana be alone..i duno how to explain this but its tt whenever 4 instance im walking alone,my mind will tend to think abt so many matters making me feel so exhausted.but when wif sum1 sumhow my mind will get distracted so i wunt tend to think so much..its kindof sad whenever i think abt my dreams/wishes nt being able to cum true.im really not being pessimistic here..but just mre realistic...

e thought of not being able to watch my fav anime on mon makes me so disappointed:( cos tues ish oral ma..so tink i havta slp early lo.or else on tues i'll be super tired n look lyk a zombie sia.